Monday, 11 July 2016

Author's Dilemma







Choosing Home is out tomorrow and for the first time I have a book blast and I'm so nervous how the story will be received. I want to talk about Seth but I can't without spoilers. Zac is a much more straight forward character, with less of a past, and time has passed for him, whereas for Seth everything is still raw. Maybe I'll write more when the story has been out a while and I can distance myself from worrying that I didn't do him justice, or tell his story as it should have been told.

Saturday, 9 July 2016

Rainbow Snippet 9/10th July




Rainbow Snippets is a Facebook Group that invites authors to post six sentences of their work each weekend. It can be from anything you like, your current WIP, a recent release, the golden oldie that even you had forgotten you had written, or just a scrap of an idea (as long as it has six coherent sentences). Nothing of your own work worth mentioning? How about a six sentence review of your favourite LGBTQ+ story.

 

This snippet is again from my WIP set on a ranch in the Scottish Highlands, almost immediately after Connor sees Duncan for the first time. It is first draft and totally unedited. I'm sorry but it is more than six sentences - oops.

 

 

Connor toned down the sashay and walked toward Duncan, hand outstretched. “Yes, thank you for giving me somewhere to lay my head. It’s good to meet you.”

Duncan’s wide eyed gaze panned up Connor’s body until it reached his face. Finally, he spoke. “Yes, sorry. It’s no problem as long as you don’t mind being here among the visitors and the animals, although there’s only us in the main house. The cabins have their own facilities.” He took hold of Connor’s hand in a firm grip and shook it for slightly longer than he should have.

Connor’s libido ratcheted up another level at the sound of Duncan’s voice. He was sure his insides had turned to mush. He wanted to wrap his body around the man and climb him like the sturdy oak tree he was. He had a thing for voices, especially deep manly ones. Old Man River could have him squirming in his seat. He needed to pull himself together.

Duncan smiled. “I’ll get your bags, sir.”

Connor fanned his face with his hand until he noticed his sister’s death stare. Maybe being here was going to be fun after all.
 

In other news, Choosing Home is on general release from Tuesday, 12th July and Returning Home from 26th July.
 

Sunday, 3 July 2016

Mobility, My Characters and Me



What do you think about when you are planning to visit somewhere? What do you think about when you enter a room? I’m guessing what you think about and what I think about won’t be the same unless, that is, you have mobility issues and maybe, like me, rely on a walking stick, or need to use a wheelchair.

Going somewhere new for me can be a nightmare. Let’s take going to a pub I haven’t been to before. Now at least, I can do a reccy online. Firstly, I try to check where the disabled parking is in relation to the entrance to the pub, because I can’t walk very far. Google maps is great for this one. Are there any steps? If so how many and how high? Is there a shorter route to the entrance that involves grass? What are the weather conditions? Is there ice? Are there leaves on the floor that I might slip on? Do you begin to see? And I haven’t even got into the building yet. Once inside, how far is it to sit down? Is it a place where you have to stand and wait to be seated, and for how long? What are the seats like? Certain seats force me to sit forward and press on my legs making my knees ache. I prefer to seat on the benches along the back if I can. How much room is there between tables as I don’t want to catch my stick as I manoeuvre between, or risk hitting someone else.

Getting invited to someone’s house is lovely but ….. once again, there is a lot to consider. Can I park near the door? Is there a step. If it is raining do they have vinyl or laminate floor? If you get a rubber ferule wet and depend on it then lean hard, it slips – I know. Then you go into a room. How high is the seating? Will I be able to get up from the sofa?

When I go on holiday, I stay in cottages as hotels are far too complicated. I have to check where the parking is, and all the above, as well as the height of the bed for the same reason as the sofa. I book single story places to make life easier. Older properties can be cluttered. How much room is there to use my stick? If it is narrow, are there other things to lean on? A chest of drawers or a table can be useful, and a wet room is fabulous. Are there chairs in each room I can use, including the bathroom?

At home, I have a chair in every room, except the second bedroom because I don’t go in there very often. I wash up and cook sitting down. My house is modified to suit me, but life isn’t, and that is fine unless I have to venture into it.

When I wrote Seth in Choosing Home, I was very conscious of his mobility issues. Seth, like me has to assess every situation, every piece of furniture, every distance, every landscape. When I was editing a scene, I realised I’d written Seth kneeling, and he can’t do that. I can’t do that, so I had to change the description. Maybe someone who has never had to think about this would not realise. I understand this. I want people to understand my situation, but I recognise there is no reason why it would enter into their thinking. Why would it?  I don’t want to make anyone feel uncomfortable, and I accept I can be touchy or impatient. It is a very fine line.

When you have mobility problems, or use a wheelchair, it is difficult to be spontaneous. I ended up in a chair once when I went to hospital and I simply couldn’t get to places because the distances were too far. I had to be pushed around. The porters were lovely, but there were hazards, including my skirt getting caught up around the wheel. Brice, in Returning Home, is an independent rather spikey individual who, with his house adapted to his needs, lives by himself. Seth is new to having mobility problems on top of his already considerable issues, and is still learning to adapt, whereas Brice is two years down the line, but still can be forced to swallow his pride when faced with visiting a place his chair will not go.

Therefore, in these stories, I consider how both men would see a situation, or view a room and its contents. I wanted to reflect how they would see things from how I see things. I wanted to be as accurate as I could. I wanted readers to understand. I’ll be guilty of telling and not entirely showing, or even of repeating the bleeding obvious, but there is a purpose. Neither Seth, Brice, or myself, can take anything for granted. So I hope you’ll forgive this minor rant about the realities of life for me, and through me, for them. No one person is the same. No disability is the same, or how a person copes and deals with it. This is my story, my situation, and mine alone. I feel exposed talking about it, and I don’t want to appear to be whingeing, but as both books are out soon, I thought it was time to get this out of my system.

One of the joys of writing for me is that in my books I can go anywhere and do anything, and by reading the words of others my imagination can soar.

 

 

 

Saturday, 2 July 2016

Rainbow Snippet 2nd/3rd July


Rainbow Snippets is a Facebook Group that invites authors to post six sentences of their work each weekend. It can be from anything you like, your current WIP, a recent release, the golden oldie that even you had forgotten you had written, or just a scrap of an idea (as long as it has six coherent sentences). Nothing of your own work worth mentioning? How about a six sentence review of your favourite LGBTQ+ story.

 

It's been a couple of weeks since I posted a snippet. I’ve had visitors and knew I wouldn’t have time and, tbh, I’ve been in a bit of a writing sulk which I’m hoping to emerge from. I do have two books out this month – Choosing Home and Returning Home, but this snippet is from my WIP, again set in Scotland, but in a different location. This snippet is from the first time Connor Sinclair sees Duncan McLeod, owner of a cattle ranch in the Highlands of Scotland. Connor is a clothes designer visiting his sister to finalise ideas for her wedding and bridesmaid dresses, and originally from Scotland himself, but now living in London. I wanted to write a cowboy story with a difference so came up with this. This is a first draft.

 

“Now, remember be nice. Duncan’s a bit of an old school gentleman, always polite using Sir and Ma’am. The visitors love it but he doesn’t put it on. That’s who he is. I don’t think I’ve ever heard him say anything rude about anyone even when he’s sorely tried. He doesn’t ever cuss or swear either.”

Connor couldn’t wait to meet this paragon of virtue. Did people like him really exist? The door to the house flung open and a vision strode out. Tall, dark, and handsome, dressed in a sky blue and white plaid shirt tucked into jeans held up by a belt with a buckle which looked suspiciously like a highland cow. The outfit was finished off with real cowboy boots and he carried a Stetson.

“Fuck me.” The words escaped Connor’s mouth before he could stop them. He’d always had a soft spot for a cowboy and he had no doubt he could give this one the ride of his life.
 
Currently, the WIP is at 37,000 words but there is more story to write yet so it should be over 60,000 in the end but we'll see.

 

Monday, 20 June 2016

Release Day Blog Post - Island Counselor by Sue Brown


Island Counselor by Sue Brown


Today, I'm thrilled to host Sue Brown's new book Island Counselor, book 2 in the Island Medics series set on the beautiful Isle of Wight. Sue is one of my auto buy authors and I already have this book on my Kindle.

Island Medics #2, part of the Isle universe.



 

Release Date Jun 20, 2016

Words 61,503

Pages 200

ISBN-13 978-1-63477-336-2

File Formats epub, mobi, pdf

 

Buylinks:

Ebook:Dreamspinner | Amazon | ARe


 

Blurb

Logan is there for everyone, but who is there when he falls apart?

 

Counselor Logan Wilde has a successful therapy practice in London, but when a traumatic incident there leaves him suffering from PTSD, he takes refuge in his holiday cottage on the Isle of Wight, unable to face going back to work. Not that he’s allowed to relax. Logan’s time is taken up with helping Liam Owens, plus there’s Nick Brent, whom Logan discovers collapsed on the beach. Nick and Logan spend their time bickering with each other, but that doesn’t alter the attraction they feel.

 

Logan is forced to make some hard decisions about his future, which entails facing up to recent events. Only he’s not alone—Nick is with him. Unfortunately someone else makes a decision too, and now trouble is on its way to the Isle of Wight.

 



 
The Isle Series Information





 

Island Medics

 



 

Excerpt

THE PAT-PAT of Logan Wilde’s feet hitting the hard-packed sand echoed as he ran along the beach. He ignored the splashes of sea and sand on his shins and calves, instead focusing on the white building on the far side of the bay. The beach was mercifully free from tourists at this hour, and the sounds of the island waking up to a new day didn’t disturb his rhythm. His breathing was focused and even as he ran, although the tightness in his abdomen told him he shouldn’t overdo it.


A dog came bounding down the beach to the water’s edge and momentarily disturbed Logan’s pace. He dodged around the golden retriever, which barked happily but thankfully ignored him after that, more interested in the small waves rolling across the sand. Logan loved dogs, but he preferred to like unknown dogs at a distance. As a jogger Logan had been chased, jumped on, and even bitten by dogs. The owners were always apologetic, but apologies didn’t do much to control their mutts.


As the sun rose over the horizon, he ran on, enjoying the time to himself. Logan loved the Isle of Wight. He’d been coming here since he was a teenager on a school trip. Now that he owned a holiday cottage in Freshwater, he spent as much free time there as he could. Unfortunately—or fortunately—as his therapy practice back in South London was thriving, his free time had rapidly decreased. His time on the island was precious and he guarded it jealously. Most of the time he didn’t even let his friends on the island know he was here; he needed alone time to decompress.


Logan had nearly reached the end of the bay and was contemplating turning around, when he spotted a man sitting on the sand ahead of him. He wouldn’t have paid much attention except the man had taken off his left trainer and his sock. As Logan watched, the man swore loudly.
 

Logan jogged up to him. “Are you okay?”


“Do I look okay?” the man snapped. He was young, maybe midtwenties, with dark hair and long dark lashes that framed green eyes. He would have been handsome but for the sour look on his face.


Logan ignored the hostile words and looked down at his ankle. “Can I take a look? I’m a doctor. At least I was,” he amended honestly.


“Great,” the man muttered. “Like I haven’t seen enough of you lot.”
 

“It’s up to you. I can leave you here if you want,” Logan said cheerfully enough. “You’re going to have to move soon. The tide’s coming in.”

 

Sure enough, the sea was creeping up the sand and it wouldn’t take long for the beach to disappear.


The man scowled at him. “Just help me off the beach.”


Logan offered his hand. The man ignored it and tried to stand up by himself, only to crumple with a pained cry when he tried to bear weight on his left foot.


“Look, stop being an arse and let me help,” Logan said. He tucked the sock into the trainer, picked it up, and slung his arm around the guy’s waist.


They managed to get to the promenade without incident. Their progress was slow, and by the time they’d climbed the stairs, the man was sweaty and pale beneath his tan.


Logan manhandled him onto a seat and knelt at his feet. “I’m going to look at your ankle. You might need to get to the hospital and get it x-rayed.”


“It’ll be fine,” the man said. “I had an accident a few weeks ago. I shouldn’t have tried to run yet.”


Logan frowned as he gently examined the ankle. He didn’t fail to notice the man’s muscled calves and thighs with their dusting of dark hair. “I think you just twisted it.”
 

“That’s what I said.”


“So why do you look like you’re about to pass out?” Logan asked.


“I’m fine. You’ve done your Good Samaritan bit. Now you can go away.”


If the guy hadn’t been looking like death warmed over, Logan might have done just that. He had better things to do with his morning than deal with Mr. Bitchy, but something was wrong and Logan wasn’t going to leave the man here alone. He’d probably pass out and smack his head on the concrete.


The man tried to pull his leg away, but Logan kept him where he was. Logan sat back on his heels. “When you look like you can stand without passing out, I’ll go. Let’s start again. Hi, my name’s Logan Wilde.” He held out his hand.


The man stared at him as if he were mad, and then he gave a short laugh and shook Logan’s hand. “Nick Brent.”


“Pleased to meet you, Nick.” Logan gave him a direct look. “You twisted your ankle because…?” When Nick pursed his lips stubbornly, Logan sighed. “Jesus, Nick. I don’t need to be a doctor to tell you’re in pain.”
 

“It’s my left hip,” Nick said eventually. Logan nodded at him, trying to encourage him to continue. “I’m a fisherman—or I was up until a month ago. I slipped on the boat and smacked my hip. It’s taking a while to heal.”


“You can’t work until it is?” Logan guessed
 

Nick shook his head. “I’m stuck on land until it does.”


“So what were you trying to do today?”


“I went for a jog.” Nick caught sight of the expression on Logan’s face. “I just thought if I could jog, then I could work.”


“So you overdid it even though your hip hurts like hell, then your leg crumpled, and you fell?”
 

“Something like that,” Nick said sourly. Then he sighed. “Yeah, yeah, I know I was stupid, but I’m desperate, Logan. If I can’t work, I’m not earning any money. I can’t even pay the mortgage on my flat, so I’ve rented it out to get some money in. I’ve moved back in with my mum.”


Logan didn’t need to be a mind reader to see how unimpressed Nick was with the situation. “I understand, but you have to give yourself time to heal. You’re just going to end up doing more damage if you try to force it.”


Nick huffed and refused to meet Logan’s eyes. “I need to get home.”


“Where do you live?”
 

“About five minutes from here. I’ll be fine.”

 
“You still look pale and sweaty. I’m going to get my car and drive you home. And before you argue, I’m going to put your sock and trainer on too.” He waited, but Nick didn’t say a word. “What? No arguments?”

 
“It hurts too fucking much to bend over,” Nick admitted.


“Hallelujah. Sense at last.” Logan carefully rolled on Nick’s sock and helped him with his trainer. “Stay there.”


Nick leaned back in the seat, scowling at Logan, who ignored it and got to his feet. Logan stretched, groaning a little at his cramped muscles. As he relaxed, he noticed Nick eyeing him up and down. When Nick caught Logan’s gaze, he looked away, still scowling, but his cheeks had gone bright red.


Well, then!

 
 


 

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Saturday, 11 June 2016

Rainbow Snippet 11th/12th June


 


Rainbow Snippets is a Facebook Group that invites authors to post six sentences of their work each weekend. It can be from anything you like, your current WIP, a recent release, the golden oldie that even you had forgotten you had written, or just a scrap of an idea (as long as it has six coherent sentences). Nothing of your own work worth mentioning? How about a six sentence review of your favourite LGBTQ+ story.

 

Today’s snippet is from Returning Home, the second in the Call of Home series and available for preorder with Pride Publishing on Tuesday, 14th June. On that day Choosing Home is available for early download as well as being on preorder on Amazon.

In this scene, at the end of chapter 1, Darach is trying to discover more about the man with the cat. He is visiting his family’s farm. Maggie is his sister who owns the café down the street.


 

“I met your neighbor and his cat when I was outside the café,” he said. “He seems an unlikely person to find living in a small Scottish village. Is there a story?”

Maggie gazed at him, eyebrows raised. “He arrived about two years ago, but we still don’t know much about him. Keeps himself to himself and says very little. The cat likes to visit the café, though, and charms the visitors. He’s an artist and makes the most wonderful pieces of pottery and decorated tiles, but remains something of a mystery.”

“Does the mystery have a name?”

“Yes, his name is Brice Drummond.”
 
 

 

Saturday, 4 June 2016

Rainbow Snippet 4th/5th June






Rainbow Snippets is a Facebook Group that invites authors to post six sentences of their work each weekend. It can be from anything you like, your current WIP, a recent release, the golden oldie that even you had forgotten you had written, or just a scrap of an idea (as long as it has six coherent sentences). Nothing of your own work worth mentioning? How about a six sentence review of your favourite LGBTQ+ story.


Firstly, an apology for not getting around to everyone's snippet last week. I am to read this week's snippets tomorrow. My snippet today comes from Staying Home which will be the third in the Call of Home series. I got the contract offer yesterday. Choosing Home is now up for preorder here and Returning Home will be available for preorder soon.
 
 

In this scene from the first chapter, we meet Darach, who is one of the MCs from Returning Home, and Sam, one of the MCs from Staying Home. Sam believes his feelings will get him nothing but pain and regret, and Darach knows more about him than Sam wants people to discover. For now, I’ll keep secret who they are discussing. This is my edit.

 

“You don’t need to worry. He’s totally in the dark regarding what you and me used to get up to in the PE cupboard. Look, I’ve no idea what’s going on with you Sam, but if you hurt him, I’ll tear you limb from limb, policeman or not. He’s vulnerable and too caring.”

Sam glanced over Darach’s shoulder and sighed. “We’re friends Darach, and that’s all we’ll ever be.”

“Even if you want more?”

He swallowed hard. “Even if I want more. The reality of my situation is perfectly clear to me. I made a choice and became a minister. You might think it’s mad, but I was called to this role. You have your vocation, and I have mine.”


I hope people enjoy this series. Choosing Home will have a book blast on 12th July, general release day. Returning Home has its general release on 26th July. Knowing how these things work it will be a few months before Staying Home is released. I have ideas for a fourth story, but I need to do some research so if anyone knows sources about climbing, especially Munro bagging, or Shibari, please point me in the right direction.